Funny how hiccups seem to happen in life.
Right now I’m sitting at my In Law’s kitchen table blogging, mainly because I’m not allowed to be home alone right now.
Last night I ended up almost fainting while making Grayson’s dinner, so I sat down with some candies and water and tried to get back to normal, but after about half an hour I wasn’t. So I called my mom and she popped into check in on us. And long story short, after being at the doctor’s this morning it turns out that I shouldn’t be alone because we have no idea what’s causing this to happen, and it’s really not all that safe for Grayson or I if there’s no one there to look after us.
It reminds me of the saying – we plan; God laughs. This is not at all what I had planned for my week! Brian is out of town on training for the week, and I was going to get a bunch of design stuff done in the evenings and during nap times, and have a few hours to myself on Thursday as my mother in law was going to take Gray. But now I can’t really drive myself to the spa for my massage, and I really shouldn’t be having a massage until we know what’s going on.
So now we wait. Really – I need more waiting in my life right now. We wait to see what the blood work shows. We wait to see when I can get my heart monitor and what it might show and we wait to see if there’s anything we can do about what’s going on or if we just have to be careful and not try and do too much.
After the craziness we’ve had this past weekend and now the fact that I’m going to spending quite a bit of time napping (hello 3.5 hour nap I just had) I have asked a few girls to share some of their hearts with you. I have read some of the posts and ideas already and I am hoping that they will bless you as much as they have blessed me. I’ll keep you updated on what’s going on and how babE#2 and I are doing and what our next steps are. And the lesson’s God is teaching me every step of the way.